Monday, May 11, 2009

Faith

Ok, so it’s been about a week now since I finished reading a booked called Reckless Faith – Let Go and Be Led by Beth Guckenberger and it’s had me thinking. (There is lots of time to do that on this journey to rescue Maks, Alona, and Natasha.) In case you do know, I don’t read much, and if I do it’s the USA Today version of it. So, for me to read a book is a big deal. Some background - Jenny had bought this book on a recommendation from someone else and gave it away to a dear friend before she had a chance to read it herself. Before we left for Ukraine, the friend brought it by and gave to Jenny to read while traveling. More background - not only do I not read, but I rarely read this type of material because I’m afraid that my walk with Christ is not as “holy” as the writer's. (I know! It’s an area in my life I need to work on and God and I are doing that right now!) I’m glad I submitted to the Holy Spirit and Jenny’s urging and started reading it on the airplane and when Jenny didn’t have it in her hands, I picked it up.

It’s a book of journal entries from experiences that Beth has had while serving God in a ministry she and her husband started a number of years ago in Mexico caring for orphans. In the book, she talks about having a relationship with God so strong that she describes it as a “reckless faith”.

As I read the entries and stories, I begin to ask myself questions about my faith. What would I describe my faith as? Can I describe my faith and relationship with God through His son Jesus as “reckless”? Is my faith, reckless, controlled, obedient, careless, or something else?

Here is how Beth describes the “reckless faith” she talks about in the introduction of the book: “As a child I used to sing songs about the Refiner’s fire. The analogy is of silver and dross. As the fire heats the silver, the impurities come to the surface and are skimmed off, leaving the silver more and more refined, in the analogy, refined means “pure,” and naturally I want the impurities of sin to come to the surface, so that my faith can be ever more pure. That kind of refinement is part of what the Holy Spirit draws us to with each conviction and subsequent confession.
But refined can also be defined as “cultivated” and fastidious.” That kind of “refined faith” is the opposite of the reckless faith I’m writing about here. The sort of “refined faith” is predictable and resistant to change; it pretends to know what God will do a hundred Sundays from now. It is most comfortable with rules, consequences, and baby steps. It likes control and people who agree. It fears what it can’t see. A truly reckless faith, however, always expects change, and as a result, it’s eager to risk more and fear less! A reckless faith knows there is more to the story, more we can’t see, more than I experience now. It is hungry.
While watching the movie It’s a Wonderful Life the other night with my family, I saw a sign on the wall of George Bailey’s office. (Jimmy Stewart plays George, a kind man who places people before profit in a savings and loan business.) The sign reads, “You can only take with you what you have given away.” George was on to something there. A reckless faith is more concerned with the balance of what you’ve given than what you have left.
Reckless faith always has one foot in eternity. It measures people by their actions and not their belongings. A reckless faith believes when there is no evidence and hurls itself at what is unseen but promised. A reckless faith isn’t “refined” in the least. It does not make sense to the world, and yet, the world often seems fascinated by it.”

I guess after reading the book, I’m pretty sure I have different types of faith at different times. With regards to our being obedient to God’s calling us to rescue Maks, Alona and Natasha, I’m pretty sure my faith in that calling (and Jenny’s too) would be described as “reckless”!

As I embarked on this journey, the Holy Spirit gave me a peace beyond all understanding. I knew that if I would submit to His call, (to rescue these children who He so graciously introduced me too less than ten months ago), He would provide. For this journey, God provided me with a “reckless faith”. A faith so strong it could manage the unknown, the changes, the uncertainties, answers to questions I didn’t have answers for, etc.

Today, I stand on this truth – my “reckless faith” in God the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit has me here NOW rescuing Maks, Alona, and Natasha. He will conitinue to provide and write the rest of the story. Praise be to our King!

God loves it when the giver delights in the giving. God can pour on the blessings in astonishing ways so that you're ready for anything and everything, more than just ready to do what needs to be done. As one psalmist puts it, "He throws caution to the winds, giving to the needy in reckless abandon."
2 Corinthians 9:7-9

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:7 NIV

I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.
John 14:12 NIV

Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your father who is in heaven.
Matthew 5:14-16 NASB

In the same way, anyone who holds on to life just as it is, destroys that life. But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you’ll have it forever, real and eternal. John 12:25 MSG

Blessings <><,

David

11 comments:

Chris Graham said...

This one's harder to comment on. You know me by now...I like to be authentic. Share what's really on my mind and heart. Tough one here. I thought about leaving the comment through the inbox with facebook, but all I really have to say (unfortunately) is that I'm humble and challenged. It gives me the inspiration that I need to go make the calls to the ladies on my street about our upcoming meeting. Thanks for the depth of your thinking and sharing and I wish I had more than fluff to send back your way. But as you said...we're at different levels of faith throughout different times of our lives. Thanks for giving of yourself.

Kimbell and Mark said...

David - as you know we read this book in Ukraine too. I turned down pages that I wanted to go back and read again - and ended up turning down about every page. Lots to ponder on. And I must admit since coming home with our adorable (but often moody, incredibly stubborn and with deep deep hurts) 15 year old, I sometimes think it was a totally crazy faith - not just reckless - that brought her into our family! But I'm thankful that GOd didn't give up on me when I was (or still am) moody or stubborn. And when I struggle wondering if we made the right decision - I know that God does not want any orphan to live with out the love of parents. but to put them in a family - may come at a cost to us. I'm rambling - but love your insight!

David and Jenny Borden said...

Wow. Reading a book and writing about it. I'm impressed.
Keely

Laurel said...

Thanks for the insightful post and info on the book. Sounds like one I would enjoy. We love the pics of the kids. Their little faces are so happy and secure now!

DeeDee said...

Wow, David -- I guess I've never thought of faith as reckless.... it's a faith and a giving spirit that I pray to have. It's so neat to hear how God is using this time and is giving you peace and joy beyond what you probably would have expected. I loved hearing of your experiences of the fun day doing all of the great things together, I bet they had the time of their life. The story of Alona singing "How Great Thou Art" gives me chills -- I can't wait when you can really communicate Jesus to her. How exciting that will be ! Your days are passing by -- enjoy each moment, like you said life will be so different when you get home. Have a great day and remember there are so many people back here praying for you and thinking about you today !

DeeDee said...

Wow, David -- I guess I've never thought of faith as reckless.... it's a faith and a giving spirit that I pray to have. It's so neat to hear how God is using this time and is giving you peace and joy beyond what you probably would have expected. I loved hearing of your experiences of the fun day doing all of the great things together, I bet they had the time of their life. The story of Alona singing "How Great Thou Art" gives me chills -- I can't wait when you can really communicate Jesus to her. How exciting that will be ! Your days are passing by -- enjoy each moment, like you said life will be so different when you get home. Have a great day and remember there are so many people back here praying for you and thinking about you today !

DeeDee said...

Wow, David -- I guess I've never thought of faith as reckless.... it's a faith and a giving spirit that I pray to have. It's so neat to hear how God is using this time and is giving you peace and joy beyond what you probably would have expected. I loved hearing of your experiences of the fun day doing all of the great things together, I bet they had the time of their life. The story of Alona singing "How Great Thou Art" gives me chills -- I can't wait when you can really communicate Jesus to her. How exciting that will be ! Your days are passing by -- enjoy each moment, like you said life will be so different when you get home. Have a great day and remember there are so many people back here praying for you and thinking about you today !

DeeDee said...

Wow, David -- I guess I've never thought of faith as reckless.... it's a faith and a giving spirit that I pray to have. It's so neat to hear how God is using this time and is giving you peace and joy beyond what you probably would have expected. I loved hearing of your experiences of the fun day doing all of the great things together, I bet they had the time of their life. The story of Alona singing "How Great Thou Art" gives me chills -- I can't wait when you can really communicate Jesus to her. How exciting that will be ! Your days are passing by -- enjoy each moment, like you said life will be so different when you get home. Have a great day and remember there are so many people back here praying for you and thinking about you today !

David and Jenny Borden said...

I love that version of 2 Cor 9:7-9- "He gives to the needy in reckless abandon." The amazing love of the Father. Kim, I think your description of your inadequacy of dealing with what may be "totally crazy faith" :) reminded me of the verse, "in my weakness, He is strong". I was reading a book recently that talked about a possible key to confirming if it is something God is calling is the enormity of the thing to you. Do you feel ill-equipped, not qualified? Good! That's when we can know that God is in control. I think this kind of faith we're talking about feels foreign to us, maybe sometimes even wrong because we are so used to wanting to think we're in control or something fitting in to scope of plans/abilities. That often makes it our plans, huh, not God's. If the point is to make room in our life for the Lord to be glorified we must get in over our heads! Our faith and inability on our own shows God's glory. Look at those God called in the Bible--were they capable of doing what God called them to on their own? Abraham, Moses, Gideon, Elijah, Mary, the disciples, Paul just to think of a few. No way! God's plans are meant to be more than we can imagine. (p.s. please remind me of all this in about one month ;))! Jenny

Michelle said...

WOW! I feel like that is sometimes all that I can say~~it is with such joy that read the posts and see the happy faces of these children that you 'have' added to your family. Thank you for the humility with which you write David. Thank you for your raw honesty. God bless you in the remaining days you have over there!
Michelle

Phil & Tonya said...

I appreciated your sharing and am so grateful that you are getting to read and reflect more than ever and in a different way than you have in your life. Did you ever think that one of the desires of your heart would be to analyze and challenge your faith by reading and processing and then writing? If indeed your are delighting in it, then it possibly is a desire of your heart that you didn't know you had and God is revealing it or it is a long-awaited answer to a prayer. Either way, amen to God the Father. I want to read the book. Enjoy the day today -- I hope to play tennis with your bride today if God wills good weather, healthy kids, etc. :)Can't wait for you to catch up on
"24".

Love,t